I think I’m experiencing burnout. It feels like my brain isn’t working. With various circumstances overlapping, it’s really not easy. I don’t even know how I managed to finish that update.
I’ve tried making games in all sorts of environments and found what feels like my destined place, yet here I am facing days like this. To be honest, whenever I saw the word “burnout” somewhere, I used to think “isn’t that just lack of willpower?” Since I’ve never experienced anything like this in my entire life until now, it’s quite confusing. I don’t know what to do with my dreams either.
Ironically, what seems to prevent me from giving up isn’t encouragement, but past mockery and belittlement, which feels bitter. It’s tough enough that I have to draw from negative energy.